" Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears."

Sometimes, many choose to cover up their fears and worries with smile, just to show the world that their strong and more carefree. I guess I'm just one of them. Actually,  many say that keeping everything within us just shows that we're insecured and afraid.

I have been use to being like this. I have always been that girl who thinks grudges are meant to be for myself and that in the real world, no one gives a sh*t about it. We've just gotta learn to face this kinda stuff ourselves and "be a man" at times. It's not that I don't trust people or very self centered,  its just I have been growing up like that. I don't like people worrying for me, I rather I worry for others than people worry for me. This is how I am.

I put on the brightest smile even when im at my lowest ♡ :)

First time wearing long dress. Comments? :)

For the first time, someone actually came to my house in the middle of the night,
Just to give me my birthday present and a hand-made cake.
I think it has really been a hard time for her to have make it all happen.
Although some stuff did not go the way she planned,
but I'm really thankful for everything that she have done for me,
and the effort she put into doing all these things.
and of course, i can't forget her friends who helped her, and came along,
Yi Sin, Thank you for helping Steffi complete this supposedly "Impossible Mission".
Best birthday gift ever! Serious! Thank you guys so much!
No words can describe my feeling that night. Thank you ♥
*Told you it will be very special! ;)

That night was like answering phone marathon, one after another.
Thank You guys for actually remembering my birthday! :)

Hazel, Joe Wee, Taufiq, Hoon San, Collin, Jia Jiun, Kar May, 

Han Hui, Sashi, Viknesh Chein Wee, and Janice.
Thank you guys so much for calling to wish me. I really appreciated it! :)

For those who texted me, wished me on Twitter and Facebook,
Thank You guys so much for the wishes! ♥ :)

Will reply those on Facebook as soon as possible, when i'm free.
It might take a while, I'm Sorry. Form 5 this year :(

Had a birthday dinner with my family, and childhood family friends, on 31/08.
3 tables. Thank you everyone for turning up that day,
and hope everyone enjoyed the food too!
Really lucky to have everyone of you to celebrate with me my birthday.
I blew cake for 3 times, heard birthday song 5 times.
Another great day to be remembered :)

On my actual birthday itself, which is 01/09,
my cousins bought me a birthday cake, Charcoal cake it seems.
Not very sweet, but a lot of cream that's for sure, fattening of course :p
Thank You Jason gor-gor , and Cindy jie-jie ♥

In the Afternoon, someone named Chein Wee called me up.
He asked me to go out for a movie, but ended up, Plan Failed.
Because he fetched me late. Haha...
So we ended up walking in IOI and getting a drink at Starbucks.
Regret wearing high heels yesterday. Legs hurt now :(
Anyways, Thank you very much for the Roses, beautiful as always.
and Thank you for coming all the way from Klang to do nothing with me.

Appreciate a lot! :)

In the Afternoon i still had to go for my BM tuition at Era.
Went there, teacher made everyone sing a birthday song for me.
Felt so shy, but Thank You everyone! :)
Mr.Suguz, Thank You much for the wish, and the embarrassment. LOL

 After going out with Chein Wee, i went out with Aaron.
Also for just another hour since i had to go out for dinner.
He picked me up from IOI, then we went to Chatime.
I went there 3 days straight. LOL
I think the workers there would be wondering why I come so often.
Sat there at catch up with him for about an hour or so,
then he sent me home. Lucky i arrived safely! :p
Old Man, thanks for the wish, and the time you spent with me.
Hope your hand is ok after those few hits you took from me. Haha.